On the phone with brinny omg the name christina so totally reminds me of me!!! WoW! You are utterly amazing. Seriously our conversations last for a while but I can't remember what we said because it was a sentance and then giggles and then discussing the giggles and then more giggles...and repeat LOL! Okay I am so totally over typing now so I am done with live journal for at least like a day or two ^^;;;

Hehe I haven't been on this thing in forever! SO now that everyone has one of these things I guess I'll start writing again..

FOOTBALL GAME TONIGHT!! Don't mess up Courtney, lol <3 ya babe. Anyways everyone has to go, everyone I have talked to is going so I guess there is no problem!

<3
Crissi

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!
...nuff said.

     Guess what?  Tifferz party is tonight, I hope I can go because I have to go to a wedding the next day so my parents think i might not get enough sleep...screww sleep.  Who needs it? Its pointless! I presented my monologue today its quite funny because I actually thought I could possibly get out of doing it.  Haha yeah right I was the third to last one to go, and I am not sure if everyone gets the feeling of killing themselves right before they present but I sure as hell do! I left out a few of the sentences cuz I was getting flustered and I stuttered a few times but I did get a B++++  yeah baby!  So I guess I'll be writing about tiffs party when I get back, if I can go that is. LoL

 

 

Much <33333
Crissi

     So guyz whats up?  I got to go swimming today!  It was quite fun.  I can't wait until your party Tifferz!  Love to get kissed too but prolly won't happen to me.   The party is gonna be so much fun though..I'm gonna meet tons of people that I don't know, because I am not gonna be shy, hell no.  I really don't have anything to write lol  Hey Tifferz my summer is gonna suck ass too, we should have our friends night  yeah that'd be FuN!  So I perform my monologue tomrrow, now to all the outgoing people who have lots of confidence they just go out there and have no care in the world, but I am uber shy! Especially when having to be up on a stage all alone..but I'll do my best.

 

Bye Guyz<33333333
Crissi  

     Alright the last lunch of Freshman year was by far the best lunch of the whole year and I am glad because it is going to be how I remember freshman year ^.^  So at first the lunch was slightly boring but then Allie, as always made everyone laugh.  A leaf blew behind Jenny and she freaked because she thought it was a bee and she made the funniest noise I have ever heard.  This lunch was just begining!  I had these donuts and didn't really want them so I gave them to Jenny, she took a big bite and spit it out because the powdered donut was so gross!!  So to make a friendship thingiemabobber to show that we would be friends forever we all ate a piece of the grossest donut in the world and we said something nice about everyone ...not in that order..but still.  <3  

    Nothing really happened the last snack but it still was the last Wednesday snack of freshman year...and this weird short kid came up to Jenny, Allie, and I and was like "Is that a cold quesadilla?"  and he getting all fake grossed out   ya it was quite annoying.. 

Reasons why the last two days kicked major ass?   Because I have never laffed so hard in my entire LIFE!!

Much <3333333
Crissi

Okay so school is almost out! OMG I am so excited! Except I am really gonna have nothing to do all summer so that part sucks but it is way better than doing homework and studying for tests and all that horrible stuff. So by friday I have to memorize a monologue that is like a page and a half >_< and I don't really like acting either lol so it doesn't go my way at all! But I have a party to look foward right after I perform my monologue, which will make the whole day better. Today was poopie because I was sick but I guess the good part is I got to stay home and then another bad thing was I don't have any books for class which means I can't study..no books + no study=bad grades on finals! I found a poem that really effected me and reminded me of something I am going through at the moment here is a little bit from it, its called betrayal by Dan Mcdonald:

Feeling afraid, cold and lonely,
               I long to tell you how I feel,
      but you don’t want to hear me...
          The pain for you is much too real.
      but you don't seem to care...
Should I back away and build a wall
and block away how I feel?
Or, should I give you a call?

      I found this poem a few months ago and it described exactly how I felt with what was happening with my best friend, but lately I haven't felt bad or worried about her...I am very dissapointed about the decisions she has made regardless of how everyone around her feels.  I' m done trying to change her because I have realised in these past few months that you can't change people, even if you know what they are doing is wrong they have to learn it on there own, if they ever do. 

Anywayz I am really tired..so g'night..I'm gonna nap
Much <3333 Crissi
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